Cattrooper

Hello! My name is Catarina, I'm a 14 year old weirdo who is still in the process of figuring out who she is (being able to comfortably say that I consider myself a "she" is already progress when it comes to knowing myself, because it's something that not a lot of people of my age can do, so I guess it's impressive) < i'm labeling myself even doe I'm against my use of labels. Smart. ^^
I feel like my body doesn't age with my brain. I've been around for 14 years but the way I think and see the world is, from my point of view, too mature. I never went through that phase of stupidity, happiness and unrealistic positivity of a kid. I guess I was influenced by my family's extreme positive vibes (not) throught my whole life... so it kinda makes sense. Most of my time was spent next to them, sadly tbh. I was too protected by my family, so I became afraid of the outside world, once I had to step outside my comfort zone I became extremely insecure, every weekend I spent away from the world (locked up in my bedroom) made me more self-conscious and anxious because it would give me enough time to isolate myself from others and to overthink everything I could ever possibly think of...
(And just like that, I turned my bio into my venting session ^^')
I'm Portuguese, I live in a small apartment (could be smaller) in a usual neighborhood, I had more friends in the past but they weren't really worth my dedication nor being called friends. I have two friends currently. I met them when I was 6 (in kindergarten) and 9 (in primary school). I love them very much and I hope they know that without me telling them all the time.
I've been drawing since I was a little fetus but I wasn't too into it until I was about 12/13 years old. I improved A LOT in one or two years.
I'm all about that traditional art for now, because I don't have the money to buy those high-quality drawing pads and software for digital art (I dream about it). I also like photography and I've been taking pictures since I was little as well.
I once took piano classes.
I don't know if I like girls yet but I do like boys (trans boys and cis boys are all boys ^^) and everyone in between.
I'm a feminist (fighting for equality, not superiority <3 ).
I feel bad for the american peeps rn because Donald Trump doesn't seem like a great guy at all (even doe a lot of people are voting for him). :P
I'm secretly a meme (oh shiet waddup)
I'm really into videogames (everything by telltales, league of legends, etc... and I only do not like fps's because I have motion sickness and those types of games trigger that shit :P )
My goal in life is to be happy and to see everybody happy and united (it's only impossible if you want it to be). ^^
Have a nice day. Stay you. And find happiness in yourself before anything else. <3

I hope everybody understood what I tried to say here... xD
The transitions between subjects are very odd. Try not to cringe pls. e.e

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